I talked to some people today that I used to hang out with and someone else I'm not going to mention for certain reasons..but I don't know..I hear how they talk, and I listen to everything they do, and I think to myself "I used to be like that.." and I miss it actually..and I hate it that I miss it. When I think back to everything we used to do and the trouble we got in.. Then, I used to think "why can't I be like how I am when I'm with myself?" I look back on it, and I actually miss all of it. It is 100% for the best that I'm not like that anymore..I don't even know what I'm trying to say. I miss the good ol' days where I would suck at everything I ever tried academically and I'd come home and my parents would bitch at me for everything that I could never do right, and we would always get in stupid trouble and such.. I know that sounds really bad, I guess..

I don't even know anymore..